when i write about a new post i don't know what title should i put, and sometimes i think that the title had narrowed down the scope that i wanted to write. so i will just leave it to be empty. i want it to be free. freestyle is the best way of blogging for me. write whatever i wanted to write no rules no format at all!

i want to recap what i had said and promised to this blog--turn it to a love blog. now, the mission of you for being a love blog had completed. let's take a break! i wanna rejuvenate myself! i want to be revived!

seriously, my sem break of about 3months is monumentally nonsense, what the hell i can do to fill up these freaking humdrum holidays?! actually i used to online every day especially midnight until morning. whenever i feel bored i will find my friends to chat but when we chat overtime i'll think that what we talked are a little bit unnecessary. i find u guys to chat for few hours is to killing time or can be said as wasting time. now i hate this kind of lifestyle, it is totally unhealthy! but what to do? im too reliable on u guys. whenever i bored, happy, unhappy, whatever feeling i had gone through i will just ring u all up and talk talk talk talk talk.....i will think that am i not independent enaugh and so i need someone to share. i have to manage my talk time from now on. by the way, a big thanks for those whom i shared with.

whenever i feel so demotivating of downgrading i will discipline myself to do something more making sense. since then i started to surf internet for something that related to language in order to brush up my english studies. im a die-hard fan of macmillan online dictionary. this website is awesome! for me this dictionary is pretty useful and it helps me a lot! most importantly it is complimentary which means free of charge! trust me i learned most of the vocabularies there. in fact, i got a hard copy of this dictionary at home whom my home tutor bought it for me when i was in form 4.

other than dictionary, i also found a quite interesting english learning website which is http://www.englishclub.com/ im so glad that i found this because i could find some business related sources there. for example, business letter, meeting tips, presentation skills, negotiation skills and so on. so i try it on as self-learning programme. im keen that what i really want and wanted to be. although i had chosen my talent and main interest as the path of my further studies but i will not give up my ambition from becoming a successful business man. it's undeniable that i have a big interest on business but im not born to business, therefore i need to strive hard to accomplish those difficult tasks to reveal my dreams. All in all, 'business' is what i truly need in the future but i can't just waste my god-given talent and whole-heartedly move into business.i wanted to be versatile in between arts and business! maybe there are people who think that i'm averice and greedy and this would not likely to succeed, but why not? since i like both, why not i try to develop them simultaneously though it needs much more efforts. according to my point of view, what i paid off is just a little bit more of sacrification.

all the best to my studies and my future-to-be!